gypsyqueen

Love has a language of its own. Been an interesting week my closest friends ex was hospilised for depression:( it crushed him to see her so drugged it penetrated his heart and it was the reason for them breaking up but now that shes getting help and fixing the problem  they looking at getting back together which im quite happy about think it would be nice for them to rekindle their relationship. Myself on the other hand...the winter weather has laid claim to many thaughts capturing my mind. Theres no hand book for a break up at all everything does take time and there will still be moments where one is absulutly caught up in the moment. Its apart of lifes lessons a broken heart. Iv been blessed to not face the journey alone yet its as though you`d be in a crowd and never felt so alone before not always but at times i despise being with couples. I know its a long time coming till im in a relationship but it does get lonely and its in these moments i miss him the most. Think it takes alot more to feel what youre feeling than just ignore it and let it grow into pain as it comes it goes but :) Life goes on quite stoked for this month many great things are to come hopefully i`ll pass my drivers the second time around unfortaunatly failed last week making a booking tomorrow:) Worked on a photoshoot today as a phtographers assistant im truely loving it. Think im going to stick with this although im still working at Surf Centre its a rad balance as retail is quite a bore most of the time. Finished my picture will post afew others too quite dissapointed PIKNIK is closing:(

Made a little beach mission but wow it was so windy made my way home quite soon still took the pleasure of plunging myself into the freezing ocean was amazing, miss surfing will get back into it soon when i can get myself a board little discount perks of working in a retail store:)

Made my way to town with friends on Sturday to a gay bar it was interesting as i had gone there with an open mind it turned out to be awesome:)Although i was abit two minded about it before i left i didnt regret going met a great guy Jarred through my friend Megan he is such a sweetie i find gay guys to be so much more polite than most guys iv met but hey who am i to say suppose they just run on a diffrent frequency and understand girls better:P

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Easter weekend coming up oh how i will miss eating choclate eggs cuddled in bed chilling but will be working this weekend and then back to collage next week:)

Happy Easter to all.